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Tuhan itu sungguh ajaib... NamaNya Jehova jireh ... kata orang... iya siii aq ga pernah kekurangan dan miskin.. Tapi aku mau tau lagi... aku mau merasakan lagi ke Jehova Jireh -anNya... Mareeee mengingat kedahsyatan namaNya... Seingatku.. ketika masa kecilku.. keluargaku pernah ga punya beras.. mie instant juga ga punya.. hmmm singkong di kebun tetangga belum waktunya panen jadi ga bisa di "pinjam" dulu.. buah pisang di kebun tetangga yang ada di seberang juga belum berbuah... aku lapar... kami lapar Datanglah seorang teman lama mengajakku ke rumahnya yang berseberangan dengan makam. Dia memberiku sapu lidi dan mengajakku mencari uang dengan jadi pembersih makam.. saat itu usiaku sekitar 5 atau 6 th... dan benar saja.. aku pulang membawa nasi dan lauk untuk kami bisa makan... uangnya sekitar 500 atau 1500 rp... Sekali saja aku jadi pembersih makam karena aku mendapatkan pekerjaan lain... menyewakan buku bacaan anak-anak keliling kampung.. buku-buku itu aku dapat dari...

Penantian ini terasa sangat panjang dan lama Aq merasakan kau semakin jauh jauh dan jauh Setiap waktu aku memikirkan tentang dirimu.. aq tak mampu memikirkan kapan waktu aku tidak mencintaimu Karena kau terus saja memenuhi hatiku... kenangan tentangmu menjadi kenangan indah dalam sejarah kehidupanku Mengenangmu membawaku kembali pada hari jumat..ketika kau memberitahukan padaku kau ada... datang setelah kepergianmu dari singapura Sabtu kita tak bertemu... aku rindu Minggu kita ibadah bersama dibumbui pertengkaran... aku menyesal Senin aku harus menyelesaikan tugas kuliahku, dan aku tanpamu... Valentine tahun itu aku tanpamu... Selasa kita bertemu masih dalam ego yang terluka... Rabu pagi kau memutuskan hubungan via tlp.... 3th itu berlalu bagai semalam... Namun mengapa aku tak bisa marah pada mu... Bahkan sekadar melupakanmu aku masih kesulitan.. Hmmm bukan tak ingin melupakanmu yang telah melupakanku... Aku kaget ketika kau menggantikanku hanua dalam hitungan hari...m...

There have been ocean Between us far too long Sometimes I wonder how much more I can take Then you call and the answer is perfectly clear I hear footsteps and my heart stops Hoping it's you at my door Stop these tear drops They've been falling since you went away And I'm missing you baby Yes I'm missing you baby Ain't no doubt about it You got me No doubt about it I'm missing you baby Ain't no doubt about it You got me There's no one quiet like you my baby No one does it like you do I'm essentially yours Oh darling, essentially yours I get this feeling when you hold me close That time was made for only you and for me Kiss my lips magically the whole world dissapear Looking up I see the planes go by I watch them fade into the distant sky Close my eyes, dreams of wings that will take me to you And I'm missing you baby I'm missing you baby Sitting here alone in a small cafe With an old song p...

I look very far away, on this street that we used to walk on together I called out your name quietly This air and night sky that feels especially cold Is because you aren’t next to me When the stars get covered by the darkness one by one It would be nice if this meaningless waiting leaves with the night Even when I run away, I can’t get away Regret becomes a heavy burden I can’t forget, not even a moment; your image just stays with me Still I’m into you like this Before the white snow flies away It would be nice if these foolish thoughts go away far beyond the sky Even when I run away, I can’t get away. Regret becomes aheavy burden I can’t forget, not even a moment; your image just stays with me Still I’m into you like this I percolate always into your heart Not being able to say don ’t go became a regret and a heavy burden I can’t forget, not even a moment; your image just stays with me Still I’m into you like this I can’t let you go, became the regret and...

I guess I only have you, I guess that’s how it is I only think of you alone When I see good things and go to good places I think of your face I just stare at my phone and think, you’ll come, you won’t come Tonight, I’m talking to you by myself in my heart Even if you can’t feel me, please know this Should I take out my love that I hid inside my pocket? I really like you, I’m hungry for your love But when I’m in front of you, the wall called you is too high You don’t know that there’s a girl like me You don’t know me – again today, I’m filled with worries at your thoughts (You don’t know my heart, you don’t know) Should I leak my feelings a bit so you’ll find out? Should I just surprise you and confess to you? Drip drip drip – as much as the rain drops I think of you Trust me, I’m always in pain by myself The only thing holding my hand is the train handle Without you, I will be alone forever I just wait as I prepare to face you On rainy days like this, I...